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Healing From Trauma & Abuse,  Intentional Living

Cutting through clouds and fear

Again inspired by the astrological happenings in our skies and lives, I feel inspired to share with you some big shifts and changes about to occur in my life. Tonight, on the 16th of October, there’s a Full Moon in Aries. I am writing this post as my ritual, my manifestation and my intention for the future.

This moon is bringing forward what we set and seeded at the last New Moon two weeks ago. It’s our ideas and desires coming to a realisation. Perhaps partial, perhaps fully charged up, but very likely – action oriented. Aries is a fire sign, an igniter and a go-getter.  A plan in action, a crucial decision being made and acted upon, a fully focused desire and intention.

It also happens that this full moon coincides (is conjunct) with Uranus. And he’s a game changer, unconventional and radical movement maker. The combination of these two forces in our lives is a combustion, but in a good way.

It is a true force, our inner power coming up to the surface and taking a stand after a slumber, a sun ray piercing the darkness.

And in reality, I have been feeling like living in a fog for a long time. And I can say that I am starting to feel the urge for actual physical change in my actual physical life. I sense and smell the possible direction and even though I can only see an inch ahead of the journey, the knowing is deep and strong enough to pursue this change.

And I am in no doubt, whatsoever, that this is the right direction. With these celestial bodies shining their wisdom upon us, we get in touch with our true desires and our souls’ call, and we act on them.

I know that in the next few weeks I am going to leave behind my past for the last 4 years (and even 4 more before that). I am going to leave a house and a home, and everything built around it. I am going to set myself off to the unknown but knowing that I am following my path, trusting my intuition, and I am guided beyond.

And I am probably not ready, but I am ready enough. And also inspired and in owe by how our lives unfold in front of us, if we so let them without trying to control.

And I have no concrete plan, but I have a plan to follow my heart’s desires and willing to surrender all doubt and criticism.

And I see constant encouragement and little gifts along the way. Because once you set your fearful thinking aside and embrace that you don’t need to know how, you let yourself slide and glide without any friction and you find yourself taken care of.

This is going to be an experiment and a test – to my faith, trust, love and commitment. It will be me committing to me and my dream and my understanding of how life should be, but a commitment to our potential as humanity as well.

I have a firm belief that life shouldn’t be a struggle, shouldn’t be ridden with anxiety and depression, shouldn’t need to be medicated and fixed.

Life isn’t about quantity. It’s about quality.

And I also see confused people – sad and hiding their sadness. And I know in my heart that life was never meant to be in such a way.

And we all have the blessing of this Full Moon tonight. And we have the green light also – to act, to plan, to conceive – to make that one decision that will ignite our transformation and will cause a chain reaction in our worlds.

It’s time to press that GO buton!

Ever felt it’s time to move on without any doubt? Do you trust yourself in those times? Share in the comments!

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Vilina Christoph is a writer and unofficially calls herself a word alchemist. She writes about her journey of healing from trauma and abuse to raise the awareness around the importance of mental and emotional health. She believes that finding our voices and speaking up our truth can helps us transmute our pain and transform our lives.

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